i just read my gank status . i know she post it directly want me or anyone else [old friend] to read that . i just know her too well . she said : "maybe soon she'll go to bali . she won't tell us . because we can never go back to the friendship like we used to be . so sorry . as we grown up . we all changed . wish that when the day she came back . we still remember her . though maybe she not the one she used to be anymore" . though i don't think much about it . but still i feel the pain . dissapointed . with our friendship .
she's the only 9 years friendship i've ever had . you stupid gank ! why you always think that way . why you became like this . this negatif . this minder . we all never changed! maybe the appearence . the style . the attitude somehow or whatever . but we never careless about our friendship , you know? though we all really less contact with each others because our own daily schedule . daily life . school . lecture . work . so what? how silly i am to believe that nothing will ever change our friendship . cause we've goes through all of this years didn't we? .
you never realize that you are the one who changes . who changed our friendship . you always think that people look down on you . take you for granted or even worse . buy hey! wake up friend . though maybe other people will think you like that but no doubt, we won't! hell NO! . cause you know what . because we're friends . the real friends . we all accept you just the way you are . even though maybe you have some attitude or anything we don't like but so? does it really matter? NO! because you are my friend . OURS! if we don't like anything of any of us . we all speak directly to that person . don't we? though sometimes it happened some quarels . some fight . some misunderstood . but we overcame all of this, didn't we? if i don't care at all how can i have this 9years friendship with you !
why you so silly always think that we gave up on you ? we never do that okay! we do care about you . don't you know we all just don't know how to communicate softly with each of us? especially me! i thought you would understand me . i thought you know me the most . but hey . see what exactly goin on . i'm too confused to think what on your mind already . i'm tired to fight for our friendship anymore . it make me even hurts when i realize it just me who really did care about it . who really did fight for it . if you read this i know you would be angry and said hey . me too okay . but hey gank . i don't see your action . i don't see what you give what you do to maintaince this as well my friend . i'm enough of hurts anymore okay . how i wish if you could be just like you used to be . the same old positif . cheers . spirit . the same old you that i knew .
if you really do . come on . let us know . let us see . let us feel the effort you will make . we're still waiting the day we used to share . there's always better late then never . i really miss my gank . =(
she's the only 9 years friendship i've ever had . you stupid gank ! why you always think that way . why you became like this . this negatif . this minder . we all never changed! maybe the appearence . the style . the attitude somehow or whatever . but we never careless about our friendship , you know? though we all really less contact with each others because our own daily schedule . daily life . school . lecture . work . so what? how silly i am to believe that nothing will ever change our friendship . cause we've goes through all of this years didn't we? .
you never realize that you are the one who changes . who changed our friendship . you always think that people look down on you . take you for granted or even worse . buy hey! wake up friend . though maybe other people will think you like that but no doubt, we won't! hell NO! . cause you know what . because we're friends . the real friends . we all accept you just the way you are . even though maybe you have some attitude or anything we don't like but so? does it really matter? NO! because you are my friend . OURS! if we don't like anything of any of us . we all speak directly to that person . don't we? though sometimes it happened some quarels . some fight . some misunderstood . but we overcame all of this, didn't we? if i don't care at all how can i have this 9years friendship with you !
why you so silly always think that we gave up on you ? we never do that okay! we do care about you . don't you know we all just don't know how to communicate softly with each of us? especially me! i thought you would understand me . i thought you know me the most . but hey . see what exactly goin on . i'm too confused to think what on your mind already . i'm tired to fight for our friendship anymore . it make me even hurts when i realize it just me who really did care about it . who really did fight for it . if you read this i know you would be angry and said hey . me too okay . but hey gank . i don't see your action . i don't see what you give what you do to maintaince this as well my friend . i'm enough of hurts anymore okay . how i wish if you could be just like you used to be . the same old positif . cheers . spirit . the same old you that i knew .
if you really do . come on . let us know . let us see . let us feel the effort you will make . we're still waiting the day we used to share . there's always better late then never . i really miss my gank . =(
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