.:. Girlfriends Don't Say That .:.

Posted by Kaixing , , Saturday, November 27, 2010 12:45 PM

I'm in pain and worst ! My heart is broken and burned ! we're all in great pain and hurt ! The most hardest situation we face and heart breaks we gain . either do you .

but the most saddest part is . it's feels like . we are the ONLY bad guy .

his only ONE word can BEAT our THOUSAND words . even just an explanation from him . either can beat the LIFETIME we use to convince you!

and when you say . you don't wanna talk about it anymore . you don't wanna know anymore . even FRIENDS ! you don't want it anymore . don't you know how hurtful that words to all of us? you said it's because of emotional . but if you do not have any kind of that intention . i doubt you'll say that kind of words . the most unexpected word i hear from you . you know, girlfriends don't say that!

through the sms you sent . it breaks my heart once again . all of us! you said if we talk you out with a gently way . you'll definitely hear us out . but not with all this threaten way! just think back yourself my dear . what did you say to us right from the start? and what did we said to you right from the start? did we force you? did we not tryna talk you out with the kind of gently way? did we being harsh on you from the begining? if you feel or wanna say yes we are not being understanding . we DID threatening you . forcing you right from the start . then we have no other word to say anymore . we just can say . yes, we're WRONG! and YES, we are BAD!!! really bad bad bad people ! doing meaningless thing! just digging hole for ourselves! you said you never can choose which side of us . but deep down in our heart knows what your answer . don't denied cause we all feel the same!

after all of this . i'd see through everything . from now on . i won't say ANY word anymore . everything i feel . everything i wanna say . i'm gonna EAT it myself!

you can say it is TRUE that we don't have any right to interrupt in this matter . but you can never denied that . it's TRUE . your PARENT absolutely have the right to know about this! i give you a sentence, "Fire can never be wrapped up in paper . 纸是包不住火的 " . remember . sooner or later . the truth will come to light . sigh*

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.:. Blinded L.O.V.E .:.

Posted by Kaixing , , Friday, November 26, 2010 8:46 PM

it truly really horrible when you became BLIND in love . you can only think for your love one . feel from your love one . see that he's/she's the one . and can only hear from your love one . and whatever people say . they're all just an IGNORANT people who don't know ANYTHING! who don't know how you feel . what you want . what's your heart . and yes it's true! maybe we don't know what kind of relationship you have . what kind of sweet moment you had . what kind of romance you'd experience . what kind of emotional you feel . what kind of future you see . yes . it is! 'cause we're not you! but HELL yeah . we're just a BUSYBODY who see the DAMN whole thing . who's getting HURT because MIND other business!

There it is . the BLINDED love . no matter how people try to heed them advice . they won't hear you out . they just know to say you don't understand me . you don't know everythings . anythings and whatever .

what do you think who we are? are we those PEOPLE who got endless time that get bored with our days and tryna creating troubles and stressful out to SOMEBODY? are we that kind of people? are we? do you think we enjoy seeing you like THIS? are we happy to see you like THIS? do we? what do you think why we're doing this? because of what? because our heart won't allow us to see you HOLDING on this kind of relationship ANYMORE!

we all know how much he means to you . how much you rely on him . though you said you choose NO ONE . but from this matter . i knew . YES . he does mean MUCH to you then us . you're too defending him though you said you're not . no matter how much you denied . that's how i feel . i believe they also do . after listened to what he said you believe that he's not wrong! but it's all because of his INTENTION to do it all . very well said my senhoras! all the explanation to all the matters is just an excuses . his ATTITUDE is unacceptable! i just got to know that our friendship can also be so FRAGILE when it's fight against him! that's what i felt and what they felt . we know you well . and he just know how to melt your heart .

everytime you always said yes . this is a right chance . i got a reason to break up with him . this is my chance . yes, i will! this is the second time you said so . how come only one time of his explanation which means just an excuses to all of us . all those words you said . all the things that happened can be vanish within a sec? . all the truth is all standing in front of you to see . but you choose to be blind! we don't understand it AT ALL!

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.:. Express .:.

Posted by Kaixing , , Friday, November 19, 2010 8:00 PM

It's really been a long time that i haven't been here . i don't even know what keeps me . only one word to describe i think . and that's absolutely "Blank" . haha . well . i really got so much to write about . but still . whatever keep me blank . slow and down .

This few days i've been feeling really down . i feel stress . but i don't know what am i stress-ing about . i keep it down for so long . till i can't hold it anymore . and finally it burst-ing out . i've just cried and my emotion still being down . i don't know why i'm crying . but it makes me feel relieve after it . i'm not that good to express my feeling with saying so i think crying suits me more . sometimes . there's just something i can't said it out . i don't know how to tell . how to express . i can't find any words to describe . so crying it definitely the best way for me to let it all out . but absolutely it's crying . alone . haha . hope i gets better . :)

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