when your man or your lady suddenly text you . "please don't leave me" . what is your first respond? what do you feel? what do you think? and what will be your answer? .
i don't know . but . few days ago . in the middle of the night . when my mind somehow goes thinking about everything . anything . about my relationship . i lost control . and i can't help but keeps raining . i don't know how to describe that feelings . it feels like my heart has been dig out . empty . and i'm dying inside . i almost can't breathe at that time . i miss you so much my man . i try not to cry . but i can't help it . and somehow i text him "Please don't leave me" . i guess that's how i feel that time, huh? how i really wish that he were right here with me and he would understand . but guess . what did he reply me? .
he asked . why do i asked him that question . am i afraid of being Lonely? . i was shocked?? i don't know what is it . i don't know what to say anymore . my heart feels like it's burning . it hurts so much till i'm blank . out of words . feels like my soul was lost somewhere . it's another rainy day for me again . i keep telling myself to be strong . yes . i can . yes . i am . but the thunder just keeps appear in my life .
don't you know? . i wasn't asking you to not leave me . my man . but i said . please . don't leave me . have you ever have a thought that it's because . i love you? . yes . i do . i just don't have any courage to tell you . yes my man . i do Love you . i'm not afraid of being lonely either . have you ever have a thought about how i feel? i really need you now . need you to convince me with all this kind of situation . yes we can fight against all of this . because i'm afraid that i cannot make it when it feels like just me who fight for it . every words i said . i mean it . and when i said i love you . yes . i really do . please have no doubt about it my man .
just somehow . i wish you would understand . i don't care about the pain . about the heart breaks . if you would just say you understand . it's enough for me .
i don't know . but . few days ago . in the middle of the night . when my mind somehow goes thinking about everything . anything . about my relationship . i lost control . and i can't help but keeps raining . i don't know how to describe that feelings . it feels like my heart has been dig out . empty . and i'm dying inside . i almost can't breathe at that time . i miss you so much my man . i try not to cry . but i can't help it . and somehow i text him "Please don't leave me" . i guess that's how i feel that time, huh? how i really wish that he were right here with me and he would understand . but guess . what did he reply me? .
he asked . why do i asked him that question . am i afraid of being Lonely? . i was shocked?? i don't know what is it . i don't know what to say anymore . my heart feels like it's burning . it hurts so much till i'm blank . out of words . feels like my soul was lost somewhere . it's another rainy day for me again . i keep telling myself to be strong . yes . i can . yes . i am . but the thunder just keeps appear in my life .
don't you know? . i wasn't asking you to not leave me . my man . but i said . please . don't leave me . have you ever have a thought that it's because . i love you? . yes . i do . i just don't have any courage to tell you . yes my man . i do Love you . i'm not afraid of being lonely either . have you ever have a thought about how i feel? i really need you now . need you to convince me with all this kind of situation . yes we can fight against all of this . because i'm afraid that i cannot make it when it feels like just me who fight for it . every words i said . i mean it . and when i said i love you . yes . i really do . please have no doubt about it my man .
just somehow . i wish you would understand . i don't care about the pain . about the heart breaks . if you would just say you understand . it's enough for me .
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