.:. Girlfriends Don't Say That .:.

Posted by Kaixing , , Saturday, November 27, 2010 12:45 PM

I'm in pain and worst ! My heart is broken and burned ! we're all in great pain and hurt ! The most hardest situation we face and heart breaks we gain . either do you .

but the most saddest part is . it's feels like . we are the ONLY bad guy .

his only ONE word can BEAT our THOUSAND words . even just an explanation from him . either can beat the LIFETIME we use to convince you!

and when you say . you don't wanna talk about it anymore . you don't wanna know anymore . even FRIENDS ! you don't want it anymore . don't you know how hurtful that words to all of us? you said it's because of emotional . but if you do not have any kind of that intention . i doubt you'll say that kind of words . the most unexpected word i hear from you . you know, girlfriends don't say that!

through the sms you sent . it breaks my heart once again . all of us! you said if we talk you out with a gently way . you'll definitely hear us out . but not with all this threaten way! just think back yourself my dear . what did you say to us right from the start? and what did we said to you right from the start? did we force you? did we not tryna talk you out with the kind of gently way? did we being harsh on you from the begining? if you feel or wanna say yes we are not being understanding . we DID threatening you . forcing you right from the start . then we have no other word to say anymore . we just can say . yes, we're WRONG! and YES, we are BAD!!! really bad bad bad people ! doing meaningless thing! just digging hole for ourselves! you said you never can choose which side of us . but deep down in our heart knows what your answer . don't denied cause we all feel the same!

after all of this . i'd see through everything . from now on . i won't say ANY word anymore . everything i feel . everything i wanna say . i'm gonna EAT it myself!

you can say it is TRUE that we don't have any right to interrupt in this matter . but you can never denied that . it's TRUE . your PARENT absolutely have the right to know about this! i give you a sentence, "Fire can never be wrapped up in paper . 纸是包不住火的 " . remember . sooner or later . the truth will come to light . sigh*

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.:. Blinded L.O.V.E .:.

Posted by Kaixing , , Friday, November 26, 2010 8:46 PM

it truly really horrible when you became BLIND in love . you can only think for your love one . feel from your love one . see that he's/she's the one . and can only hear from your love one . and whatever people say . they're all just an IGNORANT people who don't know ANYTHING! who don't know how you feel . what you want . what's your heart . and yes it's true! maybe we don't know what kind of relationship you have . what kind of sweet moment you had . what kind of romance you'd experience . what kind of emotional you feel . what kind of future you see . yes . it is! 'cause we're not you! but HELL yeah . we're just a BUSYBODY who see the DAMN whole thing . who's getting HURT because MIND other business!

There it is . the BLINDED love . no matter how people try to heed them advice . they won't hear you out . they just know to say you don't understand me . you don't know everythings . anythings and whatever .

what do you think who we are? are we those PEOPLE who got endless time that get bored with our days and tryna creating troubles and stressful out to SOMEBODY? are we that kind of people? are we? do you think we enjoy seeing you like THIS? are we happy to see you like THIS? do we? what do you think why we're doing this? because of what? because our heart won't allow us to see you HOLDING on this kind of relationship ANYMORE!

we all know how much he means to you . how much you rely on him . though you said you choose NO ONE . but from this matter . i knew . YES . he does mean MUCH to you then us . you're too defending him though you said you're not . no matter how much you denied . that's how i feel . i believe they also do . after listened to what he said you believe that he's not wrong! but it's all because of his INTENTION to do it all . very well said my senhoras! all the explanation to all the matters is just an excuses . his ATTITUDE is unacceptable! i just got to know that our friendship can also be so FRAGILE when it's fight against him! that's what i felt and what they felt . we know you well . and he just know how to melt your heart .

everytime you always said yes . this is a right chance . i got a reason to break up with him . this is my chance . yes, i will! this is the second time you said so . how come only one time of his explanation which means just an excuses to all of us . all those words you said . all the things that happened can be vanish within a sec? . all the truth is all standing in front of you to see . but you choose to be blind! we don't understand it AT ALL!

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.:. Express .:.

Posted by Kaixing , , Friday, November 19, 2010 8:00 PM

It's really been a long time that i haven't been here . i don't even know what keeps me . only one word to describe i think . and that's absolutely "Blank" . haha . well . i really got so much to write about . but still . whatever keep me blank . slow and down .

This few days i've been feeling really down . i feel stress . but i don't know what am i stress-ing about . i keep it down for so long . till i can't hold it anymore . and finally it burst-ing out . i've just cried and my emotion still being down . i don't know why i'm crying . but it makes me feel relieve after it . i'm not that good to express my feeling with saying so i think crying suits me more . sometimes . there's just something i can't said it out . i don't know how to tell . how to express . i can't find any words to describe . so crying it definitely the best way for me to let it all out . but absolutely it's crying . alone . haha . hope i gets better . :)

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.:. What i've been through

Posted by Kaixing , , Monday, October 11, 2010 1:59 PM

For everythings i've went through . i see through everythings ! there's no one you can really trust in this world! that's how cruel this reality is . so stop dreaming!

it's so stupid to believe the people who hurt you the most won't hurt you for the second time . i'm dissapointed for what have happened . but i'm dissaponted even more with myself for trusting people too easily . givin' faith too easily . that's why i'm letting myself get hurt too easy that way . and i'm ashamed of it .

just take the tears that fall is the fee for what i've learn this far .

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.:. Money .:.

Posted by Kaixing , , 1:32 PM

I love money. because it can give me what i need . but though . sometimes i really am . HATE-ing money! there's always so many problems . so many things happened because of Money . people knows "Money isn't everything" and they said "but, everything need money" . and that's true . no matter how close you are with somebody . how easy going and faith you have between . IF it's come to MONEY . will everythings still be the same? will everybody still takes and goes easy on it? i doubt so! no matter how close . how many faith . how much you trusted but still . when it comes to money . they all break down . for what i've go through this far . for what i see this far . face the reality! when it comes to money . it's really can break anything into pieces! people say "though money is what everythings needed but still money can't buy a happiness" well said people! but . why do there's still people who get hurt because of money!

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.:. Life in Secondary School .:.

Posted by Kaixing , , Monday, October 4, 2010 1:40 PM

Suddenly recalled my memories when i was in secondary school . haha . all that came up on me is . what kind of me back there? what kind of days i'm living back there? what kind of things happening back there? what kind of way i used to think? what kind of way i used to love . to care . to live? there's so many question marks on my mind . hmm . i wonder . :p

To be honest . i'm quite surprised that nothing actually really came out from those memories i recalled . hmm . i wonder why . haha . all i can remembered is food stand behind my school . the laughter i shared with my gank . the Loud that i shared with my classmate . a game i played with my dad . the messy class i had in my third year . and just like usual . there's always some scandal . haha . Looks like there's nothing really special happened back there i guess . :))

i'm wondering . is the life back there way more easy for me? to enjoy? to live? to laugh? to be happy? . it feels like everythings is way more simple back there . or . it's just nothing really BIG i'd feel those days? :))

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.:. Romance .:.

Posted by Kaixing , , Friday, August 6, 2010 4:05 PM



click here to view it on youtube . :)

A tribute to My Fair Lady (aka Lady Castle, Take Care of the Young Lady, 아가씨를 부탁해). Features a duet sung by Yoon Eun Hye (Hae-na) and Yoon Sang Hyun (Dong-chan) themselves.

윤상현:
Yoon sang hyun:

오랜 습관처럼 나의 곁에 있는 널 찾아
o raen seup gwan cheo reom na ui gyeot e it neun neor chaj a
I'm finding the girl who is always beside me like a habit

아닌척해도 물감이 번지듯 너를 향해 서성이는 나
a nin cheok hae do mul gam i beon ji deus neo reur hyang hae seo seong i neun na
I tried to hide my heart but Im always around you

사랑에 빠지면 뭐든 하나만 보이나봐요
sa rang e ppa ji myeon mwo deun ha na man bo i na bwa yo
If they're so fall in love, then in their eyes there's just one person

또 남자답게 붙잡지도 못하는 나라도 괜찮은건가요
tto nam ja dap ge but japp ji do mot ha neun na ra do gwaen chanh eun geon ga yo
Is it OK? If I can't hold your hands

사랑이죠 난 그거면 되요 그대 한 사람만으로 난
sa rang i jyo nan geu geo myeon doe yo geu dae han sa ram man eu ro nan
It is love? I'm alright.

행복할 수 있어요
haeng bok har su iss eo yo
I'm happy because of you

보고싶은 나의 맘을 멈출수 없어서 아파도 내 가슴에 둘래요
bo go sip eun na ui mam eur meom chul su eops eo seo a pa do nae ga seum e dul lae yo
I can't stop my heart from missing you. My heart is hurt but I will keep you inside it.

윤은혜:
Yoon Eun Hye

손을 놓으려고 애를 써봐도 다시 여긴데
son eur noh eu ryeo go ae reur sseo bwa do da si yeo gin de
I tried to let go of your hands but I'm still here

딴 여자 처럼 곱게 말도 못하는 나라도 괜찮은건가요
ttan yeo ja cheo reom gop ge mal do mot ha neun na ra do gwaen chanh eun geon ga yo
Is it alright if I speak like an elegant girl?

사랑이죠 난 그거면 되요 그대 한 사람만으로 난
sa rang i jyo nan geu geo myeon doe yo geu dae han sa ram man eu ro nan
It is love? I'm alright.

행복할 수 있어요
haeng bok har su iss eo yo
I'm happy because of you

보고싶은 나의 맘을 멈출수 없어서 아파도 내 가슴에 둘래요
bo go sip eun na ui mam eur meom chul su eops eo seo a pa do nae ga seum e dul lae yo
I can't stop my heart from missing you. My heart is hurt but I will keep you inside it.

사랑해요 그댈 사랑해요
sa rang hae yo geu daer sa rang hae yo
Love you, I love you

내겐 두번 다시는 오지 않을 내 사람이죠
nae gen du beon da si neun o ji anh eur nae sa ram i jyo
You're my man, my first and the last man

다 버려도 그대만 오면 난 괜찮아요
da beo ryeo do geu dae man o myeon nan gwaen chanh a yo
When you're beside me everything will be OK

함께:
ham kke:
Both:

아파도 그댈 사랑할래요
a pa do geu daer sa rang hal lae yo
Even though I'm hurt I still love you


그대는 나의 사랑 알까요
geu dae neun na ui sa rang al kka yo
Do you know about my love for you?

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